Expectation.

Don't Try So Hard , The Best Things Come When You Least Expect Them To .
Even when a situation looks bad as hell, everything will get better. Don't worry, and fight for your dreams.
Life is what you make of it...So, Learn to Love, Learn to Forgive, Learn to Forget and Learn to Live.

That's what I get from Fen, i'm always tryina assume things and now I can accept how things work out like imagine before.

WHAT i had from Minggu Destini Siswa (orientation week of all new student), totally a new different feel and not really a good impression. o.o

other than the cruel stairs, discipline exco being fierce and scarry.. blabalabla.. i seem can forget about it already. glad that i'm home now for better weather and sleep.

I want to continue MY SLEEP now ~ ^.^

Back on track .

It feels like ages i have not expressing my thought on this precious blog of mine. THE BLOG a place for me to throw a piece of shit. Now I guess i'm back but not sure how good I can handle this like I used to. Um Well. Not Much. Ive learnt so many things recently, about relationship and yeah my life at form six giving some kind of effort for me to be more grown up. I'm really happy with what happen to my inside THAT i think i'm back to my own self 100%. Not getting lost anywhere with crap I just want to keep doing the right thing for myself now. I tends to be more careful now I guess that problem really teach me some big lesson. Not going say it here. By the way I guess Fen really treat me like her real goodfriends although i met her ONLINE. It's good that someone willing to take care bout my feelings when i get so hurt. So, that's actually what's going on me I married with Fen on facebook. That's kind of entertainment and happiness for me (:



Umm. OH YEAH today will be hard for me cause I guess I wont sleep for my UPSI result. Result will come out hopefully after passed 12 tonight. Im really hoping that I can get in to UPSI for childhood education Course. I keep wanting the course since last year, I realised that kids means a lot to me. ((: I'm kinda nervous to figure out how i will get it HOPEFULLY i made it. I keep on wishing the UPU site will be so good to let me know that i can be one of those lucky person who get in into UPSI. After the interview last time at UMS, I guess ive tried my best for interview and ofcourse I gave all i've got but its giving me so much of hopes and hopes for myself and parents. Few hours to found out giving me headachee. eeekk >__< ♥♥

Handsome Abuji :3

Hi Abuji, ^___^

I received your card this month, I dont hate you !

I know you would forget to send it anyways. Don't feel so bad !

And you're the smartest Abuji , we know ~

You can hardly being so emotional and tofu is emotional daughter ~

And the card cute enough and i like the lobster. Nice choice, you know i love eating.

hehe.. And gomawo for the birthday wishes on the card even it's late.

Seriously I feel like special reading it, I am not nervous like always.

Your writing works for making me like special. :p

And your hands writing beautiful enough ~ ~ xD xD

You're really special Abuji to me,. we're talking like everyday :3

You have such a beautiful and funny heart too ~ never giving up to marry your queen !

And I wants to give special thanks for thinking me as 'beautiful' all this while T.T

Thats worth me for talking to you even if im stupid. kkkk ~

And you know you're handsome too, way cuter in front of cam ~ :D

So, about the girl your crush getting engaged , dont be sad ~

You're handsome and gentle just the way you are.

and I wish the best for you too. Always ^^

^___^

A letter from tomodachi ~

Mabuhay ~ :D ::D

This time post is dedicate to my great tomodachi Jade !

So sorry that i'm so late to respond to your letter ~

Like I said I will tell you about my thought for reading yours ~

I hope you will be happy to read mine too ~

I read your letter, contains of your mind and maybe your true feelings ~

I am suprised that you sent me a cd of your fav Jrock songs!

18 songs on it, If i'm not mistake ~ It's all great ! *w*

Every words on it I read, my hands shaking for the first time reading it

Cause I can feel the strong bond made by the friendship ~

Just want to tell that it's never a crime to let yourself imagining things ~

hehehe but i can't help but to having a thought that it's like an anime story ~

I think that it's funny and cute, but im sorry if I did offend you tomodachi ~

But if it will come true, no words to describe.. just destiny will tell..

I am so happy to read that and as your wish I'll try not to change ~ :))

kyaaa I'm still waiting your fansign !!!! :DD

JadeXNadzy